Dejavu

It's 4 in the morning, and I really should be going to sleep because I just got home about 45 minutes ago, and I have a busy day tomorrow. Problem is, my mind is awake! Just got thoughts roaming around in my head, which are keeping me from going to sleep, so I figured I should write, since I'm committed to do so anyway.

Dejavu (w/accent over "u") is seeing the same thing twice. Mostly from an eyewitness episode, such as an event occurring twice or seeing the same person, place, or thing in exactly the same way as it was seen once before.

I have plenty of dejavu. I used to wonder if I was actually getting it, and if so, how; then I figured it out--it is things I have seen before in my dreams.

I don't know if I should spill the beans on the fact that my dreams are telling, but in this day and age, why not--anything goes, right? Well, mostly...and if stating my dreams are predictive gets me "the weird eye" from other folks, well--I gotta wonder why? I am definitely not the only psychic, and I definitely don't think I am the only one whom has telling dreams--ones which show the future.

Actually, I am in a bit of denial that my dreams foretell the future because I want to believe the future is not written. I want to believe, like many, that we are in charge of our destiny, and it is through choices that our future is predicted. If I choose path A, it will take me here...if I choose path B, I will go there---simple!

It isn't that simple! I know I have had dreams in the past which have shown me things I later saw in the future. That describes my dejavu exactly. It is a crazy, spur of the moment gift.

There are many skeptics. Sometimes, I find myself skeptical about some things, but in other things, I believe. Some call it "having faith!" I have faith that some of our future is chosen before we get there, but we have the "free-will" to change it. We can take either path A or B and get to the same spot...or end up somewhere totally different.

My dreams teach me that there are decisions in my life which lead me to where I am supposed to be, but in reality, there are many choices I can make which lead me to where I am today. Be it what it is or may be, I am on a fantastic journey in my so-called lifetime because no matter what, there is still so much beauty I see and happiness I feel. And whenever I have the biggest doubts about Life and my own personal beliefs, things magically happen which show me otherwise!

What will the end bring?